Ok.. here it is, Feb 1st. Going to start on a better eating lifestyle. Whether or not it works, I don't know. I'm fairly weak at keeping something like this going. At 48 I'm old and set in my ways. I do like salad, but when I make my own blue cheese dressing, it's anything but health. And I always eat more than I should be eating.
Bod can stay on things easier than me. He likes to "exercise", and I hate it. I need to be motivated to go ride, which considering I do already have a horse, isn't a problem. Perhaps now that bod is working overtime, I can take a few lessons on zarina or something. I need to get Annie off her fat butt..along with my fat butt. Wednesdays would be great..but kids get out too early (see, another excuse). Thursdays I open.. Mondays bods off.. Fridays and saturdays would be good, if I can get motivated. I know that it's easier after the first few times riding, and I get motivated, it's just getting off my dead ass and doing it.
I also find myself not wanting to really do anything socially with bod. Work parties are the worst. I have absolutely nothing in common with any of the wives of the coworkers. They don't understand the DOTD thing, I just feel very very uncomfortable, and it's getting worse every day. I don't even want to leave the house, not agoraphobic..not anxiety, I just don't want to deal. More of an avoidance personality. Even bod's noticed, I don't like confrontation. PT says she's the same way. Just wants to stay home. Retirement will be boring, if I can't get over this.
Work tonight, probably will be dead, because of the stupid bowl..so it will be a long night.
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